is it love? or just me?

i just cant believe my eye of what i just saw.
it is too much fer me.
never too little but TOO MUCH!
HE played me AGAIN.

HE call HER SAYANG. SHE call HIM YUNK. SHE misses HIM so badly till want to KISS HIM. HE gave his hp numb. i tot it was fine n just a friend. but i took that wrongly. he is having an affair with that girl. my heart broke into pieces. damagely broken. HER sister is studyng THERE where HE stayed. HE want to meet HER. SHE said wait till she go there.

HE gave his NUMBER to random ppl in MYSPACE.

HE said "I LOVE U TOO" to a GIRL who wrote love notes to HIM.

HE ask a GIRL out. to meet each other.

what is all this crap? why are u keep on hurting me? just throw me away if u dont want me. i dont mind n i do understand. but please. hurt my feelings no more. please. i am begging u.please.

wake me when it's over.

saturday 17 january2009.

as usual one boring day.
morning, wakey n hit the shower.
then mama balik..

hot new story.
it is getting worse n worser!
papa yday xblik uma pn..
he went out wit a guy name ATAN!
ATAN is one dumbshit guy!
why? easy because he is one back stabber n thinks he has all the power!
bullshit!! go n fuckin die asshole.
bak to the story..
mama call that stupid guy n asked alot of Q's.
then they were arguing bout papa.
mama is really2 mad.
she is very upset of what had happen.

papa had done alot of things behind mama's back.
mama knows but she did not confront it because she dont want our family fall apart.
but now she is really upset n fed up.
why?
because of papa.
papa treat her badly. veryvery bad.
n i am angry. so angry.
but what can i do??

kesian sgt2 kt mama..
mama ngadu ngn ank sdare dea..
kate dea da fedup sgt2..
slame ney dea tggu papa ntok brubah.
tpi papa x endah kn pn..
smpai hati papa..
mama bnyk kali cube perbetulkn keadaan tpi papa xnk bkerja sama..
papa buat mama cm tunggul..
tggu papa blik tiap2 mlm..
tpi papa xblik pn..
ape yg papa nk lgi?
jgn buat mama cmni.
kesian mama..

mama tggu papa evry nite.
she's always fer u papa.
but what else do u want?
she's a good wife loyal wife.
she did not do anythng bad behind u papa..
but u did! n mama xpnh marah pn or mengamuk..
just because of mama tao pe papa buat papa smp xnk blik uma..
grow up papa..da slh just sorry not much pn n ngaku that u did it..

WE ALL KNOW WHAT U DID PAPA.
just sedar la diri tu k..