is it love? or just me?

i just cant believe my eye of what i just saw.
it is too much fer me.
never too little but TOO MUCH!
HE played me AGAIN.

HE call HER SAYANG. SHE call HIM YUNK. SHE misses HIM so badly till want to KISS HIM. HE gave his hp numb. i tot it was fine n just a friend. but i took that wrongly. he is having an affair with that girl. my heart broke into pieces. damagely broken. HER sister is studyng THERE where HE stayed. HE want to meet HER. SHE said wait till she go there.

HE gave his NUMBER to random ppl in MYSPACE.

HE said "I LOVE U TOO" to a GIRL who wrote love notes to HIM.

HE ask a GIRL out. to meet each other.

what is all this crap? why are u keep on hurting me? just throw me away if u dont want me. i dont mind n i do understand. but please. hurt my feelings no more. please. i am begging u.please.